February 2012
Get up Vivian.
I need to get rid of the mentality that every time something goes wrong, I run.
In this case, after going through a ridiculously difficult calculus test, I just wanna break down there and then and go home. Luckily it’s Friday and my dad picked me up today cos he had a meeting nearby. Now that I’m home, I just don’t wanna go back.
I guess I’m starting to feel the pressure,...
Ballet?
I’m stiffening. My ankles are weak and it’s so hard to bend them to shape now. En pointe class just now was so tormentingly painful that I just wanted to quit ballet and not have to travel up and down Nilai and Subang anymore.
But what I do to keep pushing myself to continue after all the years is to remind myself that I’m not a fucking quitter.
